Observations

UP Harong problems... personal stuff.

Responsibility issues:

I was with my orgmates this afternoon for a meeting. I don't know pero kanina parang ayoko talaga pumunta, maybe it's because I know going there means accepting the responsibilities our President gave me. Kasi ba naman, konti lang talaga yung mga matrabahong dun--I'm not one of them, our Org president does seem to think otherwise though. Hay nakakainis talaga. I already have a lot in my hands--academic stuff--tapos dadagdag pa 'to! I mean, why does he have to make me responsible for the UP Fair thing?

Another thing pa, kanina, bigla na lang nagsurprise evaluation ng performance sa Academic Festival, I mean how late could it get? Grabe October pa yun! as in ngayon lang mag-aassess nun? Kumusta naman. Grabe talaga. Of course bitter ako kasi I really didn't do my job well, which sort of created a mess. It irritated me how someone in there tried to say that the assessment wasn't supposed to be a time to blame people, pero hello, that's what he did! And although he didn't mention names, I know ako yung pinatamaan niya. I must be stupid if i don't realize that noh. Epal nya ha. Hello, isa rin sya sa naki-gulo dun noh!

Then again, I deserve the bad assessment, because I did mess things up... big time. Just understand me, I'm bitter, and when I am bitter, I say bad things. Bitter people are allowed to bitch around naman diba?

I just have to clear this out though--I love my org. :-) I love the people there. Everyone, even the homophobes.